'I have became so angry, full of anger and i cant even able to control my temper' i noticed this on 3.5.17 , I was like out of control. so I decided to change my attitudes into forgiving.
The feeling of out of control appear to me and really shock me. I cant hold my temper, I became so angry most of the time. a sinple stimuli can stir me up.
I was so pissed off by the issue of not having nurse working at room three.
Even my superior starting to worry about me. Because I was full of fighting spirit.
Well.... I pray, perhaps. I dont remember.
Well..... I realized I must not be angry anyMore, it is crazy.
I admit working with those who wlork slower than me really pisse dme off and stir my nerve. Hooooo... I cant tolerant snail working alike colleague because they are wasting my time.. For me , they are super inefficient.
huh~ what a long journey for me to undertand the concept of mutual understanding and think from other's perspective (even their perspectives are stupid and selfish.)
I tried to understand her selfishness and laziness, i tried to understand her point of view and perspectives. I made a pseudo undertanding to make peace with her, i dont agree with her but i am just too big hearted to try to undertand her a bit. I made it like i am agree with her and stand on her point but i dont actually. It is just i want to create a mutual understanding and stop all the Non sense quarell.
Second, i speak from her perspectives. it is hers, not mine. so she will never know my perspectives until he read my blog. wahahahaha...
yes I stated lazy and selfish, from my perspectives this is it. she has to accept just like how I accept hers.
I know she wont. wahhaahha.
Then after some sermon, i learn , it is the word of mercy that should be use.
This is my first time to have mercy on others.
The feeling of out of control appear to me and really shock me. I cant hold my temper, I became so angry most of the time. a sinple stimuli can stir me up.
I was so pissed off by the issue of not having nurse working at room three.
Even my superior starting to worry about me. Because I was full of fighting spirit.
Well.... I pray, perhaps. I dont remember.
Well..... I realized I must not be angry anyMore, it is crazy.
I admit working with those who wlork slower than me really pisse dme off and stir my nerve. Hooooo... I cant tolerant snail working alike colleague because they are wasting my time.. For me , they are super inefficient.
huh~ what a long journey for me to undertand the concept of mutual understanding and think from other's perspective (even their perspectives are stupid and selfish.)
I tried to understand her selfishness and laziness, i tried to understand her point of view and perspectives. I made a pseudo undertanding to make peace with her, i dont agree with her but i am just too big hearted to try to undertand her a bit. I made it like i am agree with her and stand on her point but i dont actually. It is just i want to create a mutual understanding and stop all the Non sense quarell.
Second, i speak from her perspectives. it is hers, not mine. so she will never know my perspectives until he read my blog. wahahahaha...
yes I stated lazy and selfish, from my perspectives this is it. she has to accept just like how I accept hers.
I know she wont. wahhaahha.
Then after some sermon, i learn , it is the word of mercy that should be use.
This is my first time to have mercy on others.
