Woke up abruptly from sleep at 5:xxam today. I saw him in my dream, a very clear picture and verbal memory about him confessing to me.
Then the dream alone made me think the whole day.. Will it be him or just a dream.
So I made a prayer to God, If I saw him once and talk to him in these four days, then is God's way of telling me is him, if isnt then maybe isnt.
I want an answer.
just that simple.
Cant my marriage be something by God instead of by me. I can search thru the whole world still cant find anyone.
My special personality needs a special man to live with.
even if i think myself to silly, still I wouldnt find them.
Then the dream alone made me think the whole day.. Will it be him or just a dream.
So I made a prayer to God, If I saw him once and talk to him in these four days, then is God's way of telling me is him, if isnt then maybe isnt.
I want an answer.
just that simple.
Cant my marriage be something by God instead of by me. I can search thru the whole world still cant find anyone.
My special personality needs a special man to live with.
even if i think myself to silly, still I wouldnt find them.
