Delay Gratification

I have done something to make miaw sad for the first time in my life.

I delayed our trip to indonesia and taiwan until next year. I want to delay gratification. I cant let travel ruin my whole year plan of saving.

i am so tempted to just go somewhere.
but i cant i cant i cant i cant

i must remember i dont want to be in rat race. but miaw will be sad.

go this august or no?
how ?
I only know........
I want to save.

I have almost nothing left for travel.

Dear miaw... just wait.