I Have No One To Talk To

Hey. I have no one to talk to.
so i am going to write here.

I am weak.
I fail in many things
I feel useless
I feel helpless
I waste time to live the life I hate
I have No happiness in me.

I live in a broken family
where quarell is as usual as eating.
My mom talk like a mad woman, she says no logic and live in a cave alike era.

no one can talk to her like a normal human being at home bcs she speaks in a "bone in the sentence" way.

So tired.

She sees everything in negative view, she cant accept anything bad about her second daughter.

she lives in denial and a world that hasnt evolved since 1999.
where all the technologies are still in its primary or testing stage.

Ok
this home is like a burning hole
dries up everyone
all hate this house
we hate each other

no one can tolerate
no one can stand
no one can communicate

no one has heart
no one has ears
no one has soul

all are animal
all are weird


This is the life
that i am so sick of
I have no money left this month.
rm300 until 24 feb.

This is life
my life
that has no meaning at all