I really hate it if i have to spend my life following what others want me to do not what I want to do.
The witch here is the money digger, stupid and selfish. If I want to go somewhere and she said she want to follow, i will just abandon the plan. I really hate her.
I have an experience to go travel with her, ha! Thats the biggest life torture ever. She made her own life in disasterous and now want me to live in miserable as well. She and her dumb head think I owe her , ha! if I have listened to her back then, I will really live a miserable life right now.
Her life failure and stupidity are the things I will aVoid at all cost. I dont want anything to do with her and I dont even want to talk to her. She has a black heart.
I hate black hearted person, I hate people keep complaining, I hate stupid woman who live in stupidity, I hate coward, I hate everything very much.
one thing, Getting marriage is a strange thing for me because it has never cross my mind even once, if I can make a choice , I would prefer not getting married until forever. I dont see the reason to sacrifice my life into house chores as a blessing, unless i dont have to do anything in that damn house , then i will get married. I didnt born to live the same life as others, I am so sick of it, I hope i die at 35. That would be perfect.
I really hate this life.
no other words can tell.
cant I just do what I want to do,
only go when I want to go.
another thing, is going to church is something to show off ? I sick of that witch telling me to go when she is the one who talk bad about people, gossiping, using rude words. ha ! faker tells me to go to church !
I know my Lord, I know I should go and I dont need anyone to judge me. First, the one who judges me is a wicked one, ho! who will want to listen ! I sick of people comparing who go who didnt, who is faker who isnt cant distinguish through going to church or not. My faith is so personal that I pray just anytime with no ones knowing. I talk to God when I am driving, I dont speak rude words.
So sick of this world.
then think about all those trouble makers and so called rule makers at my workplace. who are they to judge other people works when they are just ordinary human who will also make mistake. Sick Of Everything.
This 2016, I have became more mature and hateful to all the fake people and things. If I can choose, I want to die.