Hate to admit
but i have to say
i have no goal.
Life must be in wasting mood
if have no goal.
but having goal isnt fun too.
I dont even know what
i want to become anymore.
oh my dear bucket list,
i really wannnnttt to tick all of it.
I am not comfortble in comfort Zone,
because i dont feel comfort at all.
I am not doing anything i fearrr
oh dear... i am like half dead.
How happy is that to have goal,
something u love,
passionate about.
When living without goal,
doing something u feel meaningless
oh... will easily feel tired.
i feel tired all the time,
because I AM NOT LIVING THE LIFE I WANT.
emm... what is life?
I dont even know what i love.
i dont know what i want.
I dont know myself.
i dont understand alot of things.
i know, i have to change.
God bless.
25 years old.