Forgetful Me

How to tell that I ACtually forget to wish miaw happy birthday this year.
getting stressful with life for i still achieve nothing.

I am in stadium penampang right now,
thinking "what i am"
I run approx two rounds and walk two rounds. Running makes me happy and it clears my mind.

I apply for Clinical instructor post in KSKB. i dont know if i would get it. Once, i was doubt about my submission, but now i wish, i hope i get it.

They asked for a resume.
I am going to get it done today.

Sweating does help me in thinking clearing .

I push my self to the point where i have only one choice~to have good fit body and fair smooth skin.

Tired of being ugly.
Tired of bwing ordinary

I was once that beautiful.
I have thought about writing blog.
but hesitate to start

i feel better at writing
i feel better with to do list
i am tired of living life recklessly
i am.tired of becoming ordinary
that is not the life i want.
i never want it goes this way
never.