Yes. That man. Who has been with me since 2010. whom I first met in 2007.
It has been 10 years since we first met. wahahhahaha...
And we still stay the same.
we still act like kids.
but started to realized things are impossible between us.
We talk like nothing happen, but we sometimes would discuss.. to whom we will married to . That one day, seems long. We are getting mature, we talk less and less. We are no longer the same , but still hanging there.
no ones say the word.
for times, i almost split it out. but do i need to say anything ? he knew... we wont make it. He understood... We wont make it.
We only wait until...... when the day comes , one of us say " I have found a new person", only then we will walk away from each other.
I am lying
If I am not sad.
Sometimes I would think about it, but
I dont have the courage..
It is too risky.
What we want is just someone to talk to, someone who underatands, someone who will hug us sometimes.
world is simple
but human made it complicated.
and we makes ourselves complicated.
Hey. I guess it is not long from the day where you will have to walk away and forget me forever. Can I pretend nothing will happen until the day comes. Can I pretend until I longer have chances to pretend anymore.
I just want to pretend
like we will stay together forever..
Until the day comes....
It has been 10 years since we first met. wahahhahaha...
And we still stay the same.
we still act like kids.
but started to realized things are impossible between us.
We talk like nothing happen, but we sometimes would discuss.. to whom we will married to . That one day, seems long. We are getting mature, we talk less and less. We are no longer the same , but still hanging there.
no ones say the word.
for times, i almost split it out. but do i need to say anything ? he knew... we wont make it. He understood... We wont make it.
We only wait until...... when the day comes , one of us say " I have found a new person", only then we will walk away from each other.
I am lying
If I am not sad.
Sometimes I would think about it, but
I dont have the courage..
It is too risky.
What we want is just someone to talk to, someone who underatands, someone who will hug us sometimes.
world is simple
but human made it complicated.
and we makes ourselves complicated.
Hey. I guess it is not long from the day where you will have to walk away and forget me forever. Can I pretend nothing will happen until the day comes. Can I pretend until I longer have chances to pretend anymore.
I just want to pretend
like we will stay together forever..
Until the day comes....