Saturday and I am lying on bed to get myself some peace of mind.
Hopefully my mom will go directly to work from church, my sis to go somewhere else after church.
So I can be alone in this tiny house to breath out freedom.
I dont want to hear any fact, any truth or anyone nagging me.
it' s a tired saturday.
I have been so tired since last two weeks. It drain all my energy.
I need to recharge
adulthood is a cruelty world
it aint fun at all
and have no choice but step into it slowly
If I can choose
I choose to live like a 22 years old kid forever. 'Thats when I was the most happy..
I am almost 28 by next week.
It's time to take my financial life serious.
I want to live happy.
Thats all
And i realized love cant survive without money. marriage will be a disaster without money. seeing tessa, i almost Could see that. God saved me from the disasterous life i am about to bring myself in.