I can make all my friends angry by saying so. so i cant tell anyone about what i feel. I can just express it here, my personal blog. If anyone read it here... just accept that different people have different realities. we live in diferent world, we are different and you cant force me to be the same as you.
I am proud of another things, you too can be proud of another things.
I am so proud that God loves me so much. 神的厚爱。 Thats the only thing i am proud of since everything i do is just in vain at the end of the day. why be so proud of God's love? I am a sinner, I am someone with alot, uncountable sins and flaws, i am a bad temper person, i am nothing better than a non believer but still God loves me. He allows me to sing his praises in prayer, while others, he doesnt allow to.
He allows me to dwell in his holy spirit even though i am a rebellious child with alot of lame excuses when praying to him. I make bargain with God saying if i give u this, can you give me that, sometimes he said yes, sometimes he said no. I ask stupid things like less patients during night work, no escort during night works and he grants me if i pray to him so.
He answered to my prayer when i am in doubt, he ease my worriness when i am driving late at night. I tell myself that my man is Lord jesus if my car broke down at night or somewhere else , he will find a way, i dont even bother to worry about those crap. but since my man is lord jesus so my car will never broke down at night or anywhere .
I pray the most when i am driving or at work. because i am afraid of unwanted things to happen, so i pray and ask if God can help me to get rid of unwanted things.
I pray in silent during major Audit.
i tell God " in the name of lord jesus. oh no! i havent done that... save me.... please save me. amen. "
then the auditor forgot what he has asked for. see... this happened three days ago.
what? the feeling of accomplishment? achievement? if you think about it again, it is useless.
Back to the topic of I am not proud at all. Since yesterday is the PPP day, so everyone be like very excited and proud. I feel nothing.
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When they feel so proud and post this post that, saying they know whose whom who chief this and that is.
I only see a bunch of kasihan punya orang who seek for public recognition.
They are sad bcs no ones know their sacrification.
They live in their tiny world and keep saying the word of " profession". I feel so allergic to this word because of them.
will banker be so pathetic ? will business manager be so pathetic?
only PPP will.
they are so sad.....
yet so proud.
I was shock when i first found out a colleague of mine who cant speak English at alllllllllllll. If they really want to strengthen their profession, first , they must learn to pick good student to train in college, atleast band three english then i believe their profession will become stronger than others
yes... we are malaysian, we speak malay. but you are working in medical field with poor proficiency in english. how can u request those in other positions to respect you as something? that colleague of mine even wrote short of breathness instead of shortness of breath. see? this is the problem. he wrote funny english in patient's case note.
besides, PPP always think they are doctor but actually they are not. They are assistant. so please act like an assistant. stop berlagak !
I am a PPP but I feel those so called chief should wake up , stop making ur ppp be like multipurpose workers in all fields. if u are AMO, act like AMO, do work like AMO , not tiba tiba ask people jadi pemandu ambulance la, authorised driver la, then now inspector kesihatan la ...... you are tarnishing ur own title.
but they live in their tiny world.
If they could see that far, they wont be in deep thought about they are endanger species in healthcare field.
choose quality students,
make english proficiency a requirement. Stop making them do useless thing, then you will see them soar.
since they are seniority based , so poor leadership and performance problems still exist. however, George still the best PPP leader i have ever seen, i think he is the endanger species in the PPP team, almost extinct, perhaps. haha...
still....
I am not proud at all.
I am proud of another things, you too can be proud of another things.
I am so proud that God loves me so much. 神的厚爱。 Thats the only thing i am proud of since everything i do is just in vain at the end of the day. why be so proud of God's love? I am a sinner, I am someone with alot, uncountable sins and flaws, i am a bad temper person, i am nothing better than a non believer but still God loves me. He allows me to sing his praises in prayer, while others, he doesnt allow to.
He allows me to dwell in his holy spirit even though i am a rebellious child with alot of lame excuses when praying to him. I make bargain with God saying if i give u this, can you give me that, sometimes he said yes, sometimes he said no. I ask stupid things like less patients during night work, no escort during night works and he grants me if i pray to him so.
He answered to my prayer when i am in doubt, he ease my worriness when i am driving late at night. I tell myself that my man is Lord jesus if my car broke down at night or somewhere else , he will find a way, i dont even bother to worry about those crap. but since my man is lord jesus so my car will never broke down at night or anywhere .
I pray the most when i am driving or at work. because i am afraid of unwanted things to happen, so i pray and ask if God can help me to get rid of unwanted things.
I pray in silent during major Audit.
i tell God " in the name of lord jesus. oh no! i havent done that... save me.... please save me. amen. "
then the auditor forgot what he has asked for. see... this happened three days ago.
what? the feeling of accomplishment? achievement? if you think about it again, it is useless.
Back to the topic of I am not proud at all. Since yesterday is the PPP day, so everyone be like very excited and proud. I feel nothing.
When they feel so proud and post this post that, saying they know whose whom who chief this and that is.
I only see a bunch of kasihan punya orang who seek for public recognition.
They are sad bcs no ones know their sacrification.
They live in their tiny world and keep saying the word of " profession". I feel so allergic to this word because of them.
will banker be so pathetic ? will business manager be so pathetic?
only PPP will.
they are so sad.....
yet so proud.
I was shock when i first found out a colleague of mine who cant speak English at alllllllllllll. If they really want to strengthen their profession, first , they must learn to pick good student to train in college, atleast band three english then i believe their profession will become stronger than others
yes... we are malaysian, we speak malay. but you are working in medical field with poor proficiency in english. how can u request those in other positions to respect you as something? that colleague of mine even wrote short of breathness instead of shortness of breath. see? this is the problem. he wrote funny english in patient's case note.
besides, PPP always think they are doctor but actually they are not. They are assistant. so please act like an assistant. stop berlagak !
I am a PPP but I feel those so called chief should wake up , stop making ur ppp be like multipurpose workers in all fields. if u are AMO, act like AMO, do work like AMO , not tiba tiba ask people jadi pemandu ambulance la, authorised driver la, then now inspector kesihatan la ...... you are tarnishing ur own title.
but they live in their tiny world.
If they could see that far, they wont be in deep thought about they are endanger species in healthcare field.
choose quality students,
make english proficiency a requirement. Stop making them do useless thing, then you will see them soar.
since they are seniority based , so poor leadership and performance problems still exist. however, George still the best PPP leader i have ever seen, i think he is the endanger species in the PPP team, almost extinct, perhaps. haha...
still....
I am not proud at all.