People laughed at my dream when i am joking to them about my retire goal. They are 36 and 40 years old colleagues of mine.
I am now in the dilemma of should I learn to play new instrument? I want to play in the orchestra but I dont want to use my money for that.
If I am going to use my money to buy that, it should be my asset not liability.
however, experience is important.
I will give myself a month to think if i really want to play instrument again. I want to learn cello. but i know it is expensive and hard. If i really want to play in orchestra, the most practical way is play the violin. because the price is cheaper .
however, I haven't learn it yet.
I hope the orchestra could last for forever. So i can play in it . Play God's songs.
I really hope so.
should i ?
am i just three minutes passion again ?
do i have time ?
I am doubting.
I am going to regret fot not joining.
they wont play True jesus church again in the future..... perhaps.
I should settle for violin first
because it is the cheapest.
just pray. if it can really happen.
alto saxophone is just too expensive to purchase . however i want to play bass clef plus treble clef in mix so cello and alto saxophone is in my heart .