Today is 26 Jan of 2017.
I have worked from 8am till 10pm.
Sending annoying patient to Likas hospital at the time when everyone is going home. Praying for the mercy of God for a parking space at the place i live. Fear of the foreigner who might took the parking space. Bring no money for foods, have to endure the bad emotions of both the driver and Jm that work under me. Seeing all those bad attitudes and false health education thats killing me.
Have to stand with all the stupidity that the villagers shown. Have to make myself so busy while others chinese and half chinese are on leave for chinsese new year.
Going to homevisit this whole week , seeing annoying relatives except normila at malakun who bought me milo and biscuit and kuih bahulu. I feel exhausted, tired.
I must remember today.
Every decision that i make today,
is my tomorrow.
Am i serious ? want to live my life this way?
the old driver keep complaining how busy he is, no time to eat and pee, no time to rest and sleep, no holiday when sick and cant go to the doctor even with appointment. how long he has work for the government, how great is government work and look down on business people. This is the life that he chooses. He chooses. he chooses. he choooses.
Then what kin dof life that i will be choosing ? bury myself in the dressing ? procedures? asset ?
I have worked from 8am till 10pm.
Sending annoying patient to Likas hospital at the time when everyone is going home. Praying for the mercy of God for a parking space at the place i live. Fear of the foreigner who might took the parking space. Bring no money for foods, have to endure the bad emotions of both the driver and Jm that work under me. Seeing all those bad attitudes and false health education thats killing me.
Have to stand with all the stupidity that the villagers shown. Have to make myself so busy while others chinese and half chinese are on leave for chinsese new year.
Going to homevisit this whole week , seeing annoying relatives except normila at malakun who bought me milo and biscuit and kuih bahulu. I feel exhausted, tired.
I must remember today.
Every decision that i make today,
is my tomorrow.
Am i serious ? want to live my life this way?
the old driver keep complaining how busy he is, no time to eat and pee, no time to rest and sleep, no holiday when sick and cant go to the doctor even with appointment. how long he has work for the government, how great is government work and look down on business people. This is the life that he chooses. He chooses. he chooses. he choooses.
Then what kin dof life that i will be choosing ? bury myself in the dressing ? procedures? asset ?